as much as possible i do not want to blog whenever i am hurt especialy if a very important person in my life is the reason.
Yes, i am hurt.. devastatedly i am... few minutes ago, i cried.. no... i wept... i wept until my tears ran dry... it was not only about being hurt but being hurt by the person i love most.. i care most.. for a reason that i thought was really a matter of our hearts.. i was wrong... the silence between us which i have been broken to know the real story was because of a wrong information that some people gave to this special person...
my first question was why didn't this person ask me if it was true or not... November 9 is our second year anniversary.... two years of many mixed emotions... combination of different experiences... meeting of various moments... but we stood tall inspite of all those... for i thought trust and love can conquer all.... but i was wrong... trust is on the other side of the road and love is travelling alone on this side of the road... and understanding ang forgiveness are not joing their league..
i am writing this at this moment without any idea what would possibly happen later or hours from now or tomorrow... i do not know and i do not want to think about it...
to you.. i know you are not visiting my blog..
anyway.. Happy 2nd Anniversary....
Tuesday, November 8, 2005
Saturday, November 5, 2005
a new life
i am contemplating on changing how this space looks like... it has been like this for quite sometime now and change would not hurt, i guess... hehehe
so many things have been happening with my life at the moment.... some are tolerable.. some are for my professional growth.. sad that i am not working on with my personal growth too much... diet is not working and i think i grew bigger... i hate it...
it is really difficult to go on a diet and to weigh less if you are surrounded with foods around you.... and people who love to eat.... hopeless case i think...
anyway, i didn't attend the oathtaking for Professional Teachers yesterday. I haven't registered myself yet. Maybe I would do that sometime last week of the month.
Next week, our trainor's training will resume. It will be a continuation of IELTS and we will start with TOEFL and TSE. The week after next, classes resume. I am not yet aware with my schedule. Sad thing i cannot pursue my thesis this semester. I still lack the funds to enrol myself. Likewise, I am not sure yet if the subjects I want to take as my refresher are offered. I hope by next school year, I can complete my Master's degree already.
But I am thinking of starting enrolling myself into another Master's program which is in lined with my profession ( hehehe.. sabi kasi nila pag may borad exam eh the word profession should be used) which is teaching... either Language Teaching or Reading. Still undecided.
so many things have been happening with my life at the moment.... some are tolerable.. some are for my professional growth.. sad that i am not working on with my personal growth too much... diet is not working and i think i grew bigger... i hate it...
it is really difficult to go on a diet and to weigh less if you are surrounded with foods around you.... and people who love to eat.... hopeless case i think...
anyway, i didn't attend the oathtaking for Professional Teachers yesterday. I haven't registered myself yet. Maybe I would do that sometime last week of the month.
Next week, our trainor's training will resume. It will be a continuation of IELTS and we will start with TOEFL and TSE. The week after next, classes resume. I am not yet aware with my schedule. Sad thing i cannot pursue my thesis this semester. I still lack the funds to enrol myself. Likewise, I am not sure yet if the subjects I want to take as my refresher are offered. I hope by next school year, I can complete my Master's degree already.
But I am thinking of starting enrolling myself into another Master's program which is in lined with my profession ( hehehe.. sabi kasi nila pag may borad exam eh the word profession should be used) which is teaching... either Language Teaching or Reading. Still undecided.
Monday, October 10, 2005
We are blessed!
After one month and 26 days, all the effort and sleepless nights paid off. Together with the more than 30, 000 out of more than 60,000 teacher-wanna-be who took the Licensure Examinations for Teachers last August 14, 2005, I saw my name listed on the last page first column of Manila Bulletin Special Edition. Whew!
I immediately sent messages to my classmates who also passed the Board Exam. Out of maybe ten or nine i texted, only 1 was aware that she passed the examination. With the rest, they are clueless. I am thankful to god for blessin us. Thank you to Saint Claire for hearing our prayers. Well, I strongly believe with the saying " Do your best and God will do the rest"
Thank you to my supportive friends, co-employees, and co-teachers.
Of course, a big thanks to my classmates who were supportive and unselfishly extended their help not only to me but to each member of our circle. To our teachers who challenged us to the limit. Of course, to the millions of teachers who inspired me to follow their footsteps.
hay.. mala-awards night ang speech ko ah.. hehehe
basta thank you.
I immediately sent messages to my classmates who also passed the Board Exam. Out of maybe ten or nine i texted, only 1 was aware that she passed the examination. With the rest, they are clueless. I am thankful to god for blessin us. Thank you to Saint Claire for hearing our prayers. Well, I strongly believe with the saying " Do your best and God will do the rest"
Thank you to my supportive friends, co-employees, and co-teachers.
Of course, a big thanks to my classmates who were supportive and unselfishly extended their help not only to me but to each member of our circle. To our teachers who challenged us to the limit. Of course, to the millions of teachers who inspired me to follow their footsteps.
hay.. mala-awards night ang speech ko ah.. hehehe
basta thank you.
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